| Kikumaru Eiji ( @ 2004-11-13 23:42:00 |
| Current mood: | wow |
WE WON!!! X3 EAT THAT, RIKKAI~!
I still can't believe we won after the first matches, but we came back, nya~ Way to go, Inui, Fuji, and Ochibi~
[Though, I did something really stupid today. I shouldn't have done that at all.
...
He'll hate me for sure now...
I... didn't MEAN to, I mean...
Kuso...
But, it's just been a bad month, yanno? I mean, that jerk's still been tailing me with other jerks, then the rumors and the school bag and my racket string snapping and then we LOSE....
I thought that if I was with Oishi, everything would be okay, yanno? And then I do THAT and...
Life sucks. I wanna cry.
Get a hold of yourself, Kikumaru Eiji! I mean, it's Oishi, right? He'll forgive you-- you know why? Because you and him are the Golden Pair, and nothing will change that!
... Why does that sound so cheesy right now? I mean... Dangit.
I was remembering earlier why I even bothered with Oishi in the first place and I remembered that stupid promise. If I played against him now, would I win? if I won, does that mean we're not the Golden Pair anymore?
And then I told Oishi that we wouldn't lose at all after that St. Rudolph pair, but we did...
More and more broken, foolish promises.
Damn, it's really not like me to be so down.
Nyargh. I'll be upset tonight and cheer up tomorrow or something. And I'll apologize to Oishi soon. Soon.
But I still won't tell him about the bruises because I can handle those jerks myself. ]
And for those wondering, I'm FINE-- just a couple of bruises from playing and stuff. The concussion wasn't as bad as the doctors made it seem.
BUT WE WON. X3