! ~Ganbare~ !

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 05:13:17 GMT

Life is getting more and more interesting, nya~

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 02:17:34 GMT

Oi~ Kaidou~!!! Kaachan said it's okay for you to come over!~ When are you free~?

This whole getting pulled into a drama club play is pretty weird (there's girls ALL OVER THE PLACE!!! Why me an' Kaidou and... those other guys?!?!), but I think it'll be interesting, nya~! Taka-san has a nifty part-- BURNING~!

Saeki's... A really nice guy. And Fuji's always looking out for me, so... It'll be all right.

Heal... I guess I'll heal. I mean, I'll always like him very much, and even if he doesn't feel that way about me anymore, that doesn't mean we can't be friends, right? I think... I'll try to be more friend-ish.

Golden Pair forever, ne?

Thanks a lot for the other day, nya~ ^_^ I'm feeling much better now.

Thanks for talking with me. ^_^

Wanna help me 'revise' the script for this play, nya~? X3

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 02:54:14 GMT

Hoi~ S'a new year. Wohoo!

Nothing really of importance to write here. So... jaa nya.

why me?

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 05:25:58 GMT

It's just a question-- I mean, there's this guy who thinks I like that-- what's his name again? The loud ichinen.... 0_0;;; NYARGH!!! I don't like HIM! ~~I like Oishi!... now I wanna cry....~~ And he's like, STALKING me or something! 0_o;;;.... ~~As if one wasn't enough!~~

>.< This is too much... ~~Life sucks.~~

(OOC: strikeouts erased)

otanjoubi~

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 03:47:06 GMT

birthday today-- Oh yeah, I hope Taka-san had a nice Nov. birthday too, nya~

Went out with my family and stuff-- was pretty nice. I... er... Nya, don't really have anything important to say. I've been feeling a little out of it, so...

(and... I don't know... he said... I didn't mean... I thought if he was here, it would all be okay.... I thought it'd...

nevermind, I can't think anymore. Everything's been grey and foggy and I feel horrible. What else can I say?

...So it's over? Not like we did much to begin with, but... then again, i really don't want to know the answer.

Go away world-- I don't want to think about you anymore.)

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 02:41:45 GMT

What the heck?! He's supposed to have apologized by now. >.< Okay, granted I kind of... hit him... but that's not important! He's supposed to have apologized so then I can apologize and then...

... This is too frustrating. And to top it off, yesterday, those jerks came after me again...

~~But that's not as important as Oishi not talking with me. Why isn't he talking with me?~~

...Oishi no BAKA...

Unya~ Just realized my b-day's in 11 days~ So what's everyone getting me, nya~? X3

...Still can't believe practice is so intense-- c'mon buchou, we BEAT RIKKAI~! Why do we have to run around the courts so much~?

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 10:08:17 GMT

WE WON!!! X3 EAT THAT, RIKKAI~!

I still can't believe we won after the first matches, but we came back, nya~ Way to go, Inui, Fuji, and Ochibi~

[Though, I did something really stupid today. I shouldn't have done that at all.

...

He'll hate me for sure now...

I... didn't MEAN to, I mean...

Kuso...

But, it's just been a bad month, yanno? I mean, that jerk's still been tailing me with other jerks, then the rumors and the school bag and my racket string snapping and then we LOSE....

I thought that if I was with Oishi, everything would be okay, yanno? And then I do THAT and...

Life sucks. I wanna cry.

Get a hold of yourself, Kikumaru Eiji! I mean, it's Oishi, right? He'll forgive you-- you know why? Because you and him are the Golden Pair, and nothing will change that!

... Why does that sound so cheesy right now? I mean... Dangit.

I was remembering earlier why I even bothered with Oishi in the first place and I remembered that stupid promise. If I played against him now, would I win? if I won, does that mean we're not the Golden Pair anymore?

And then I told Oishi that we wouldn't lose at all after that St. Rudolph pair, but we did...

More and more broken, foolish promises.

Damn, it's really not like me to be so down.

Nyargh. I'll be upset tonight and cheer up tomorrow or something. And I'll apologize to Oishi soon. Soon.

But I still won't tell him about the bruises because I can handle those jerks myself. ]

And for those wondering, I'm FINE-- just a couple of bruises from playing and stuff. The concussion wasn't as bad as the doctors made it seem.

BUT WE WON. X3

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 19:22:45 GMT

NYARGH. I bet my evil older brother did that on purpose. It's a CONSPIRACY I tell you! I bet my mom and dad told him to go out and weed-whack (In OCTOBER of all things! Who weed-whacks in the FALL?!?!??) and then he saw and thought, "Target spotted!" and 'accidentally' rammed into me with the dang thing. Do you know how DANGEROUS that is? Nyargh! >.<

Everyone's out to make Kikumaru Eiji's life MISERABLE.

~~And they're doing a good job...~~

So I have no school bag (thank God I wasn't holding my tennis bag!), no homework, no notes, no books, and no school pants. Anybody wanna help? Please?

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 06:26:09 GMT

I hate school.

Life just sucks right about now, nya.

And I don't know what to do, because it seems that both Oishi and I have so much stuff to do and... yeah. Stupid rumors and stupid trouble and stupid stupid stupid stuff.

and I should study, but I hate studying.

...I need to hug Daigoro and Chibigoro right now.

Life still sucks, but teddy bears from the person you ~~love~~ like the most in the world make it better.

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 18:25:47 GMT

Te~zu~ka~!! X3 I hope you had a nice birthday, nya~

~~Though I was kinda shocked myself at what Fuji and Inui had planned...~~

Mou~ School's getting annoying, taking up all my time so I haven't really been able to do ANYTHING~! >.< Seems weird to say so, but if you wanna find a sulking Kikumaru Eiji, he's camped out in the library. Nyargh.

Each week just keeps on getting worse and worse, yanno? I mean... First the icky stalker, then there's like 3 icky stalkers and then the graftiti all OVER the place and now...

Figure the library's safe.

I just hope Oishi doesn't figure it out. I mean, I don't wanna make him upset, since he's been really stressed-seeming lately, but... And Fuji's seemed really happy too, so I dun wanna drag him down. >.< I mean, s'not THAT bad, right? I think that I'm capable of handling my problems myself instead of running to Oishi or Fuji all the time! Yes, that's it! I'm mature enough to handle my OWN problems by MYSELF.

Fight-o!

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 00:18:12 GMT

Unya~~ The lizard is gone~~~ Thank GOODNESS. I mean, pets are cool and all, but the lizard was... big. and kinda scary. 0_0;;; I think I'd want a turtle instead...

O-Chibi's missing practice and school... daijoubu ka na....

Bui~ been working on homework and stuffs, so I haven't been able to go out for ANYTHING recently. So BORING, unya~ >.< Really gotta find some free time soon-- haven't been able to hang with friends at all!

Erp, 'Kaasan's coming upstairs-- gotta run!

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 07:14:32 GMT

Bui~~~!! Seigaku's V-I-C-T-O-R-Y!!! We totally SLAMMED Rokkaku, unya~~~

Hehe~ No one can beat the Dream Pair, nya! Man, it's been forever since I played with Fuji! So much fun~~~

No one can beat the Golden Pair either, ne, Oi~shi~!!! X3 That other time was just bad luck! We'd so win against them if we played those St. Ru players again!

I got to try out my new move too, unya~ hehe~ that was AWESOME!

Though, Saeki gets REALLY scary when you're up at the net with him. S'like his eyes get all focused and predator-like and he follows you EVERYWHERE and... Mou, SAEKI~~~!! I don't wanna EVER play with you at the net again! you have to play in the back! The back I say!

Though, I don't think your partner at the net's any better... He'd "WHY?" me to death~ Unya~~~ Mou~ such an annoying pair.... I mean, the water wasn't THAT big of a deal and he just... ARGH. >.<

Our next opponent's kinda scary though... Rikkai or something like that, ne? Hoi! Doesn't matter either way-- we're SO going to win~!

That jerk's still following me. Mou, s'not as if it's THAT bad for 2 guys to kiss, right? I mean, it happens in 'Neechan's manga all the time... If you like someone, you should be able to kiss them, right?

Right?

But he was saying all this bad stuff about me and Oishi and I mean, he doesn't even KNOW Oishi, and he was just...

Can't even tell 'Niichan, cause then I'd have to tell him about me and Oishi. Or the guy'll tell Niichan about me and Oishi. but that'd be fine, wouldn't it? I mean, Niichan would understand, right? I mean, if you like someone, the people you love should understand too, that you like that person a lot so they should be all right with all of it? I mean, I THINK 'Kaachan knows about my Neesan's manga and she doesn't say anything about it, so...

Mou, I can't handle thinking about it. Just stay strong, Kikumaru Eiji! Some strange stalker guy can't get you down! Happy thoughts, Happy thoughts! Go go GO~!!!

Hehe~ I think because I keep on forgetting to write in this, I write a lot when I do.

Oh yeah! 'Tousan's friend left their lizard at our house! It's SO COOL!!! But...

I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF IT!!!! What do I do, what do I do~~? Unya~ No staying out for burgers, no hanging with friends, no DDR, no karaoke...

~~no dates with Oishi~~

Mou, It's SO BORING. And... I just noticed that it kinda looks... hungry.... UWAH!?! What if it EATS ME?! Unya... It's looking scarier and scarier the more I look at it... urgh...

Kaetta~

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 07:36:48 GMT

Uwah, finally home. >.< Geez, 'Touchan's INSANE, I swear! 3 weeks in Hawaii and then 2 week visiting my grandparents! And both without internet or phones or ANYTHING!

Okay, Hawaii was nice, but not as nice as staying home with friends for the summer. Or with...

You know, on that thread of thought...

Oishi~~~~~~~~!!!!!!! I've missed you SO SO SO SO SO SO much~~~~~!!! How've you been doing? You're all right, right? I mean, there was a lot of "private" cuts, so I didn't read them, but I've been worried about you and and and!!!!

Nyah~~~!! I wanna see you so badly~! How's Gigi? How's your fish? How's Daigorou-- wait, he's at my house--

I've missed you, plain and simple, nya~

::gives a hug online and blows a kiss:: You better have been taking care of yourself!

But, one of my niichan's friends was spending time with us on that trip and all (s'not fair HE got to bring and friend and I couldn't...) and well....

I think he saw Oishi kissing me good bye and...

...
...
...
...

I just don't know. I don't wanna tell Oishi about it (because angry Oishi's really scary...) but... That guy just wasn't very... nice.

Not nice at all.

So...

HI EVERYBODY, I'M BACK~~~~~~~!!!

I know you ALL missed me, nya~!. (O-chibi~~~!!! Momo~~~!!! Tezuka~~~!!! Kaidou~~~!!! Inui~~~!!! Fuji~~~!!! Taka-san~~~!!!)

Got to catch up on journals and all, but... Ne, Otouto~? You doing okay? You have my cell, yeah? Give me a ring if you're free before school starts or something~

Geez, I'm exhausted... It feels so weird to be finally HOME after being away for so long....

Ne, sorry I didn't get to talk with you before I left, but... Wanna get together some time before school starts?

~~I mean, Oishi's wonderful to talk to and all, but...~~

~~I need someone to talk to and...~~

~~What do you do if~~

~~It's all right to love who you want, isn't~~

I've missed my 3-6 buddy, nyah!

OOC: Strikeouts deleted

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 04:19:25 GMT

Nya~ It's been a while since I wrote in this thing... M'guess I just got busy, nyah~ 'Kaasan's been making me do more chores'n stuff since my older siblings managed to get jobs... So I get to stay at home and do nothing but cook and clean and scrub toilets! >.< S'like I'm a slave or something!

Mou, Oishi~ Come and save me or someth--

...NANI?!

Uwah, mengo, 'Tousan just came in and I was typing, so I typed my response instead of saying it... too lazy to go and delete it, but...

Nya, perhaps I should explain a bit, ne? 'Tousan doesn't stay at home too much, so his vacation time's limited and all, so he kind of does random things. Like coming into my room and telling me the family will be taking a trip to-- Mou, I didn't even understand what place he said! Though there's no way that's Japanese! He placed the ticket in front of me, but the katakana's all messy and I can't read the English at all... Mou~~~

From next Monday to... Cannot... read--

... IYA DA. I dun wanna go~~~~~~~!!! Oishi, save me from my crazy father! A WHOLE MONTH. I am NOT going to a place I CAN'T pronounce for a WHOLE MONTH.

Mengo mengo, but I'm off to go beg 'Kaasan to stop him.

I DON'T WANT TO GO~~~~~~!!!! NO NO NO!!!

Oh, and Fuji~~~~! I'm sorry I haven't been around, nya~! ^^;

And you too, Otouto-cha~n! Sorry I couldn't make the DDR bash~! Will try next time, nya! I'm gonna kick your butt! X3

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 05:43:18 GMT

Mou~ I keep on forgetting about this thing. well, let me see... Not that much has really happened. Bo~ring week~ And all those history reports... Bleh.

Ne, have you been feeling okay? You seem a little out of it... Need to talk?

Oishi~~~ We need to arrange another date, ne? ::snugs:: Also, is there something wrong? You've been so busy and you... I dunno, you just seemed a little more worried than usual...

Otouto-chan~ gomen, ne? I would love to come to the DDR thing, just couldn't make it this weekend. Had to catch up on some homework. Maybe some other time?

Mou, I need to get my math homework done. Bai bai~

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 10:39:17 GMT

Shh, don't tell anyone I'm up this late. ^^; I'm just, I dunno, wired. Don't let my sister give me a coffee chocolate shake ever again. X3

Wow, it's past midnight. 0_0

Sorry I haven't been free, nya! Er, since you said you have something to give me... Should we meet after practice? We can have another date~

... what I wouldn't give to be in your arms right now. Maybe then I could go to bed~ ::giggles::

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 22:51:18 GMT

Uwah, it's been such a long time since I've posted... ~_~ been really super busy with things, especially since Otouto-chan was here~ Having him around is/was really nice though~ 'Kaasan really likes him, and my neesans think he's adorable. ::grins:: Though that's actually not to his advantage...

And Oishi was so sweet to take me to the aquarium a while ago~ It was so much fun, nya~ The dolphins were so cool! Perfect first date, nya~! X3 Got to see so many fishes and stuff-- kinda wish you could take pets in there, I bet Gigi would've had a lot of fun~ Indeed, Oishi~ Happy (belated) anniversary~!

Recounting a lot of past events, Fuji, I met... Saeki? of Rokkaku. He was pretty cool~ Said I could come to Chiba and learn to surf, nya~! Really nice guy, I can see why Kamio likes him.

And uh... Momo? If... If you need to know anything more uh... I think I can lend you some of my 'neesan's books... And... uh... Fuji mentioned something about Inui having diagrams, so you can turn to them too... ^^; Remember, senpai are always willing to help~! Ne, Ochibi~? X3

Finally got a picture of the sulky one smiling~ Now all that's left is getting the Kaidou and the Buchou, nya~

Meh, write more later. Need to eat lunch now~ Jaa nya~!

Sat, 22 May 2004 21:36:23 GMT

I's gots me a little brother~ X3 Nyah, I've been so busy, I keep on forgetting to post~ Been hanging out with Kamio from Fudoumine-- it's lotsa fun, nya~! DDR, karaoke, rollerskating, ice cream~ He's my little bro now, which is cool because then I can do all the older bro things for him-- always wanted to know what it was like to have a younger sibling, since neechan-tachi and niichan-tachi seem to have a lot of fun being older siblings, nya! yah! Otouto-chan, 'Kaasan said come on over anytime, if you need somewhere to crash~

Though he worries me a little. It doesn't seem like he's got a very happy homelife, yanno? Which makes me sad, because if you can't feel safe at home, where else d'ya got to go? I mean, my family's a little crazy, but I still really like being with them... Sad... He's got people like Sen-san and someone... Sae? or someone looking out for him though... Methinks Oishi's been rubbing off on me ~_~

Oishi's been a little busy, so I haven't been able to see him much, but thass okay, nyah~ ^^ Though I miss him awful much~ Neeeeee~ Oishi~ You'll take me on a date soon, right? X3

Training camp was fun~ Lotsa team bonding (though I still think I'm going to have to kill O-chibi...) We really improved a lot, nya! Though the endurance training with Inui wasn't fun at all~ >.< He was like trying to kill me or something... It's too bad Taka-san wasn't there. Could've used him carrying groceries home~ Ryuuzaki-chan made soup for us, but I have a sneaking suspicion a certain taste-bud-less genius spiked it with some awful spices, 'cause I had one of Ryuuzaki-chan's cakes before, and that was really good, so...

Kaidou, d'ya wanna play again sometime? My mom just dug up some more really awesome board games, nya!

Mou~ School's so boring after the camp~ I dun wanna to the trig homework~ yecchy~

Sun, 09 May 2004 22:35:13 GMT

Tired, but 'Kaasan finally said I can go back to school tomorrow. Geez, I only snuck out of the house once (though for good, rewarding purposes!) and ya'd think that she thinks I almost committed suicide or something, nyah~. Sa'nee though it was cute, Eiko'nee thought I was insane and irresponsible... And I don't wanna go into my 'niisan-tachi's reactions. >.<

...but it was so totally worth it. X3

That was fun~ I hope I didn't get you sick. ^^; Tell your parents thank you for for putting up with me~~ ::luffles::

... And this is really late, but... Thank you for telling that girl. ~~Though I'm still jealous of her because she gets to be in the same class as you.~~ X3 just joking, nya~ Sankyuu, Oishi~

Hm, this training camp sounds fun, though 'Kaasan's not too happy with me leaving after a week of being sick AND missing a little more school to do it, but I swore I'd study when I was gone, so... Fuji, you'll help me, right~?

Tackling quadratics now. ~_~ G'night~

guai ga warui~

Sun, 02 May 2004 19:34:39 GMT

Nyah~~~.... Been out with a nasty cold since wednesday. Was woozy during practice on tuesday, came home, collapsed on Hajime-'niichan and got forced into bed by Sayuri-neesan. Then Eiko-neesan came in an fretted over me while Masao-niichan lectured me about proper health and how if I was feeling bad during practice I should have called home instead of walking home when it was raining. Of course I had to tell Ma'niichan that it wasn't RAINING, just DRIZZLING, but then he just started more lecturing, something about if I was soaked, that wasn't DRIZZLING, but... I was having too much fun dancing though it, nya~... I guess that's the one thing that doesn't make me very cat-like, ne? Rain is nice~

WAAAA~~HH!!! ;_; I had to miss your party! Begged 'Kaasan to let me go and at least sit and see you, but she said that she didn't trust me not to try and play and that she didn't want me getting people I didn't know very well sick. >.< I wanted to GO~~~!

...Miss you so much right now.

So I'll give you your present when I get better, okay? 'Kaasan said I might be able to go to school by Monday, so...

Don't worry too much either~! I've just been sleeping and drinking broths and stuff. 'Kaasan wouldn't even let me on the computer till today! Ne, ne? See, I'm taking care, nya~!

Hope you had a nice birthday party, Oishi~

But it's been SUPER boring here~ 'Kaasan's been really fretting over me (possibly because I tried to sneak out of the house for Oishi's birthday... Eiko'nee is such a tattle tale >.<). I think I gave a milder version of my sickness to Sayuri'nee 'cause she got sick thursday, and ended up making me watch all sorts of shojou anime. Though the Fruits Basket one was neat, nya~~

Ne, ne, ne~ you'll lend me the notes I missed, right, Fuji~? How did the party go? Was it fun? Mou, 'Kaasan no baka, not letting me go~ >.<

~~Stop talking about embarrassing things in your journal! ::BLUSH::~~

Urgh, I'm really tired now. Crawling back into bed.... ~_~

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 04:08:22 GMT

I feel strangely... giggly... right now... Trying to get my thoughts in order, but... woah...

Very very very happy~

Okay, thoughts in order, nya. Not really. Okay. No. Wow.

...Wow.

I... he... wow...

I told him I liked him. I didn't mean to, I just... blurted it out, really. Was getting so frustrated with the all of the stuff with that girl and dating and... I don't think I even realized I liked him that way until I said it.

I like Oishi Syuichirou. And he likes me, Kikumaru Eiji back.

And he makes me very happy.

Very happy.

...Wow.

Wow wow wow wow wow! Yatta, yatta! He said... Nya, I can't stop thinking about it! I want to bounce around more, but Niisan's getting upset at me.

I guess we're going out now. That's so cool! Though I'm a little nervous... But that's okay! Ureshii~ I feel like I could fly or something~ I'm...

Wow.

...he kisses really good.

Today started off really crappy, but I'm grinning like an idiot now. My 'niisans and neesans have been looking at me really strangely since I got home, but...

I'm all giddy and feeling silly and it's all your fault! Mou~ ::giggles::

I told him I... Well... Tell you the juciy details later (god I sound like my 'neesan right now).

Fuji~ I'm so happy right now!

I think I'm going to get off now before 'Niisan hits me on the head again for giggling~

Fri, 23 Apr 2004 06:53:48 GMT

...Running 40 laps EVERYDAY sucks.

~~Tezuka, I hate you.~~ Just kidding! Though I did take those pictures out of your locker, geez, can't you forgive me yet?

It's getting on my nerves, like really really on my nerves. I try to convince myself nothing's going on, but they're always TOGETHER (why do they have to be in the same CLASS?!) and she's always TOUCHING him!

ARGH.

And some weird fangirls keep on asking me questions now. Mou...

I can't even TALK with him without getting all riled up. Though I have been ignoring him...

And I haven't been able to concentrate on tennis at ALL. I actually tripped on the rope today when Fuji and I were practicing. TRIPPED.

...This sucks.

Did you have any fangirls come up and ask that since Oishi was going out with some blonde, if you and I were going to start dating? 'Cause, that was like, REALLY weird.

...I think I'm going to bed now.

Fri, 16 Apr 2004 05:04:19 GMT

Looks like the Dream Pair is back together! X3 Ne, does that mean Fuji and I get to practice together, Tezuka? ^_~

This is getting really annoying. Several people have come up to me and asked about Oishi and... HER. Two girls in my class (who also seem to be incurable fangirls) and a guy who seems to have been crushing on... HER. ~~at least I'm hoping it was her he was crushing on... because if it wasn't... GAH, I'm getting myself so confused! Where did THAT idea come from?!?~~

... I'm just really really upset now.

Though I talked with Fuji. Talking with Fuji was nice.

... Though that just reminded me that I'll be playing with Fuji for Rokkaku instead of Oishi.

~~Why didn't he tell me?~~

I am so confused. But I don't want to talk with Oishi. So I'm going to keep ignoring him.

~~...I am so mature~~

Thanks a lot today. So, what kind of pranks shall we play? X3

Stupid sensei didn't give us our grades for out classics test yet. I wanna see what I got~~! >.

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 07:04:16 GMT

So the classics test wasn't TOO bad... Though it would have gone better if some ~~meanie~~ person in the same class as me let me look as his notes BEFORE the test ~~instead of leaving them in my desk afterwards. meanie~~

So I've been talking to him via journals. That's about it. Nothing really else. Just... comments back and forth.

Though it's making me really mad that I can't tell what's happening between him and that ~~crazy fangirl~~ ~~bitch~~ ~~man-stealer~~ Miyagawa girl... ~~where did that last one come from? MOU... best friend stealer, that's what I meant... yah...~~

...

Dammit. He probably didn't even notice that I didn't talk to him ONCE during practice.

...

Why should I care if he noticed or not anyway?

...

MOU... This is making me so... twitchy. Or something. >.< I broke my pencil lead five times on that classics test! FIVE times! It was so embarassing to get up and keep on sharpening that pencil (now stub)~!!! I don't think sensei was very happy with me. Probably thought I was goofing off again, distracting the class ~~which wasn't my objective~~.

...

This is stupid. I'm just going to bed. Screw homework.

...

This is all Oishi's fault. >.<

Wed, 14 Apr 2004 02:51:26 GMT

Uwah, and the classics test is tomorrow, isn't it?!?!?! Crap...

Mou... >.<

Yanno, I just realized that I'm not supposed to be talking with Oishi, and yet I asked him questions and responded to his comments. Kuso... Not doing well with this...